Results are coming out.
Damm low morale.
Bad Feeling.
Singapore is damm competitive. erm perhaps i am the uncompetitive ones around.
Everyone doing the paper chase, paying schools to earn more later on in life.
Cannot even forsee how long later will i then be able to see my self going home everyday after work. Study Study Study. So many things to learn. Cannot seem to remember them. Everyday i read a word from the "condensed" chemical dictionary but then a few days later its gone.. and all over again.. perhaps writing it here might help.

Today:
"hygroscopic"- compound which adsorbs water from the atmosphere. e.g. silica gel
"anhydrous"- inorganic compound that does not contain water in short
"anhydride"- a chemical derivative that has a molecule of water being taken out. e.g. sulphur trioxide is an anhydride of sulphuric acid.

what the hell..
why did i go study in SIM anyway.
Didnt i pay for the degree.
I didnt pay to struggle.
I think i would have done better in NUS.

humm i think i would have been a better diving instructor or skydiving instructor. But i think it wouldnt give you a good monetary life i guess..